what next

I’m drawn to restore this year.The word seemed to speak to me. Right now I’m trying to draw something from it. I’m stuck in a place trying to make the next decision, to choose the next step. I hate change. I hate decisions. I really thought this was the year when I would grow and [...]

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Not so ahhhh

So we are 22 days into 2012.  I’ve been trying to focus on my word restore and to try to make my life changes. I can truly say I have not done anything restorative in these 22 days.  Some friends have relaxed-spa, nails done etc. Not really my thing.  I’ve been to church all Sunday’s [...]

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restore in me…

So 2012 is my year of restore, that’s my word,my focus.  Last year I tried to work on not being a perfectionist, I tried to blog about it and getting my feelings out.  I made a list of joy moments each day for the whole year.  I wanted to change so bad, I wanted 2011 [...]

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Walking in the door

Today was a breathing day.  I feel like I restored my soul.  Anytime I go to Sunday School, it’s like another world.  I feel peace, I feel joy, I feel like I belong.  It is one of the few times during the week that this happens.  Then I went to church and took communion.  I [...]

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My Word-restore

re·store [ri-stawr, -stohr] verb (used with object), -stored, -stor·ing. 1. to bring back into existence, use, or the like; reestablish: torestore order. 2. to bring back to a former, original, or normal condition, as abuilding, statue, or painting. 3. to bring back to a state of health, soundness, or vigor. 4. to put back to a former place, or to a former position, rank,etc.: to restore the king to his throne. 5. to give back; make return or restitution of (anything takenaway or lost). You know when something is so obvious it practically jumps in your face?  Then you have to make the decision to go for it.  Well my in your face item is a focus word for the year.  I first came across the [...]

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