So Random
It’s beautiful outside. It’s fall but warm there is no rain today and I am inside being grumpy and sad. This is how my morning has been so far:
-woke up and was excited to see the kiddos
-took my toddler downstairs and my oldest slept in
-watched my toddler throw 2 bananas in the trash, feed the dog a tastykake & a cheese stick
-tried to snuggle and watch Barney with my toddler
-my oldest woke up, I got everyone some chocolate milk (their version of morning coffee)
-my oldest was grumpy and didn’t want to play or read or eat before school
-I got angry and was yelling (which I hate to do)
-I got the kids dressed and turned off the tv. They didn’t want to play
-my oldest got out his gameboy and my toddler freaked out and threw a 20 minutes tantrum because she couldn’t share with him
-got this cute gift from Etsy that I ordered for a friends new baby in the mail
-tried to calm the kids down, yelled some more, felt so upset and wanted to cry because my kids are out of control
-toddler decided she wanted to go back to bed, put her in bed
-sat with my oldest and waited for the school bus
-sitting here feeling kind of like a really bad mom, because sometimes my patience is tested (ok almost every morning) and sometimes I yell when I don’t want to. I know being the loudest doesn’t do anything to help the situation but it’s frustrating
-finishing laundry and wallowing in self pity
-going to clean the linen closet to get some items to donate to a homeless shelter for church
-hoping this afternoon will be different and the kiddos will be in better moods
-really hoping I don’t have to call the Super Nanny
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